Tuesday, 30 June 2020

I can't stop missing you

So recently I have been wondering towards myself, questioning myself about our relationship. It’s been a month already, where everything started to change. I asked myself why all of this happen, why did you left me alone without telling me a reason why you are leaving. I felt like being drifted away into the ocean of loneliness, seeking for a light of truth. My heart is like a dying star waiting for it’s supernova phase.

 
If I have got a chance to know why you left me like this, I am willing to hear it from you even though it will be painful to be heard. I am waiting for you every single day, seeing every stories you made, perhaps when you were online on WhatsApp where I hope you will reply all my messages even though I said you don’t need to reply for it. To be honest, it is really hurt that you blue tick every messages I have sent to you.

I’ve pretending that I’m fine when you’re not around me anymore, but deep down it’s like I’m being tortured with my mind itself. Every sleepless night I’ve been missing you the whole time. I am missing you in every second, minutes and hours where its will never end. Praying that you will come back to me saying the same thing, feel the same thing that how much I miss you.

I just can’t stop loving you, and I miss you V...