The Dream Of Forbidden

Hey, it’s me again.
How are you been doing lately. It has been an aged that I haven’t heard your news. Did you eat a lot, have you been having fun with your friends, did they treated you well, how about your boyfriend, did he gave all the love that you needed. I know that I didn’t deserve to know about it, but at least I can ease myself a bit by writing this on my blog here. If all of the question are fine, then I’ll be glad to hear that. Cause seeing you happy, makes me feel happy.

Hey, I just wanted to let you know that.
I’ve been dreaming about you lately. All of that dreams seems vivid and I don’t even know why. In that dream, I meet you for the second time (that it might not going to happen in reality). In that dream you were holding a roses, and you were crying heavily seeing me. I’m confused why did you crying so bad. And then I realise that I was there laying on a hospital bed with a life support machine. From there I know that my time won’t be last long. And you said to me that “get to know you is the best part of my life”. Then, I started to cry until that cry makes me feel awake from my sleep. I notice that I really do crying on my bed. I don’t even know why it seems real.

So, I just wanted to say that.
If one day, if that moment comes true. And if that was my last day to be alive on this beautiful earth. I just want you to be strong enough to let me go. Don’t ever cry in front of me on that day, cause it will make me feel more guilty than before. I want you to be yourself, pursuit your dream. Be a successful women you wanted to be. Create love with someone who really cares about you and always there for your. Don’t ever forget about us. I’m sorry for everything I have done before, and you will always have the place inside my heart.

Sincerely,
Love & Hate,
Your former Amor