Friday, 5 June 2020

A Reality of Dream

sometimes I wonder,
why I keep waiting for a person that ain't coming back for you. I watch from distance, how happy you are when you with him and not me. And its will never be me. Every morning I woke up from bed, wishing that life will get better without you. But, I really do not want this to happen at all.
The truth ain't sweet like sugar,
The bitterness of life keep striking my day. Every dream that I had seems like mocking me, it is a nightmare that haunted me into a restless sleep. I try to ignore the voices of your wishes back when we were together. You always win in every argument.
The distance far beyond the ocean,
You were there. Far across the ocean, watching the Sun settle down and the sky turn into a beautiful arts created by The Almighty. I still remember how much you love to see the sky and enjoy the nature. Everything of you is a blessed that I admire the most. And I'm going to miss that a lots.
I believe that this was a lesson,
A lesson that reminds me to let go all the negative thought that I concealed inside my mind for many years. I'm glad that HE brought us together for a certain time. I hope that you will find a better men who love you more then I love you, spend more time than I have, missing you more then I should be and take care of you with full of his heart.
Because meeting you is the best thing that happens to my life, forgive me if I have done something that breaks your feeling. I didn't mean it on purpose. Stay healthy, and live boldly my girl. If, the destiny were mean for us. Keep on Du'a, cause that the only things that connects us."
All love,
Dream...